12:17 am

People always say how selfish it is to self harm or how painful it is to others to take ones own life.. but when you no longer live in a world with other people, when you live so much inside your own head, everything is only you.
There is no mum and dad, there is no friend and partner.
There is only you and your mind, and its not a place where you decide what you will have for lunch, its a place you become trapped in.
It gives you ideas, it gives you so much and it gives you everything, everything you want to take away.
So yes it is selfish, but you are no longer you.
It is not the intention to cause an attention, its intention is to breathe again.

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